I crossed my arms to my chest, one leg under the other posing no threat.
I took amusement to rethink my past, my jealous moments no one knew,funny how I was back then.
Yes, I was jealous of you and her because we used to click like that now its gone... probably forever. It was you and I, I and you. Now it is you and her, her and you. I know, I made so many mistakes I cannot change or replace. I sit here thinking deeply, knowing I regret them all. I take them back, all of them back just wanting to speak to you.
You glare at me, roll your eyes. Never mouth a word to me. It sure is nice to write this out besides holding all this sadness within me. Never knew that a guy like you would waltz in my life, smart though to waltz back out thinking I don't like this style of dance. I chuckle again, counting my fingers in retrospect to my life. I first start out with a "good job", next comes the pointers, I'm stuck in the middle, slipping down till everything falls down to a promise I never made.
Don't try to think to hard when reading this. It may only ever make sense to me. And who knows if someone out there understands, this crazy mind of mine well kudos to you.
I used to think you liked her, crush and all. But how silly of me! You are just too nice to go out and fall whimsically.
I have one last wish. That each smile I form, let one, just one, put a twinkle in your mind.
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