Strange equations

Why do these mean people look at me so?
Am I funny looking?
Do I have something in my hair?
Why do they laugh at me, giggling?
What is it that makes me different or funny...
Well it is not

Laughing... should only occur during something funny
This situation does not seem to be in my calculations
Error
Impossible
Cannot compute
Re-enter the possible variables
I don't understand my society, the people and the people that have grown up.
I only understand what people are not what they pretend to be.
I can't understand these numbers on pages
I flip the pages back and forth but they do not run nor are compatible with my brain.
These people have me confused
they tease, abuse their friends
but when they leave
that's when they cry, claw back for their friends
Why?
I do not understand
What is this world?
Where have the correct, simple answers gone?
Society is lost, so where is the found?

Life ain't hard

Life ain't hard
I just make it so
When a question has such an simple answer
I go and take the high road
Instead of taking the shortcut
I walk the long way
I don't know why
Guess that's just how I choose my paths
The more complicated route
is the one I decide to pick
Crazy thoughts creep in and out
Laughing can hide many and express less
Smiles are saved for moments or fake meanings
Life ain't hard
I just make it so

Foolish

Deep in the soul
I just want to scream
I just want to fall to the floor
begging, like a child again.
Crying, laughing hysterically
With eyes on me
Center of attention
So
Tell me
Where are your eyes looking at?